Even if I get through this alive, there are no guarantees to how much of my sanity will remain intact.
Every three seconds, I swear I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown. [Just now, while doing economics homework, I was overcome by a sudden feeling of powerlessness and self-hate for being so utterly incompetent in making elementary mistakes on the last test.]
My moods fluctuate with my academic performance: unstable as shares of Molycorp on the stock market, and just as unpredictable.
I don't want to spend my days like this, a time-bomb always on the verge of exploding.
On another note, will begin documenting CAS activities here! If I can muster up enough energy and conviction to do so, anyway.
Until then, let the countdown begin.
Tick...tick...tick...tick...
boom.
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